Omg.. today is toally sucks.. shit. i feel damn ergh!!!
Ok, i shall start my story for this stupid school reopen day.
I did feel fresh when woke up, i did have a seat.
I cant sleep coz my mind want me to read..
but, i hate people thought i studied a lot as someone spread this rumour. so i control myself but still cant sleep on bus. Then, pn. kalthom had a good mood. so.. mm.. sound good for the day.
The problem comes when i realise miss mary is teaching me bio AGAIN this year.
I'm not having prejudice towards her, I do like her too..
But, she really cant make it in teaching form 6.
I do not want to criticise much. I really disappointed.
I thought i'll definitely do well in bio as i thought mr. chia is teaching upper six for sure every year. and when i know he teaches science 2 but not my class, i really feel like screamed out.
And things went worse when i knew, pn.kalthom not teaching me this year!!!!
Wtf wei... I think it's totally pointless to go school nowadays and i have to get my full attendance!!! i considering not to do so anymore because no teachers give me the inspiration to do so.
Because of pn. kalthom's advice, i didnt take muet last year and i didnt go for tuition. and now what?!!! My STPM!!!
i got angry when my 'clever' classmates dont mind having a 'not-that-good' teacher at all!!! They thought they very clever? Even they study everyday, STPM is not that easy as u think. Don't think you get A in school then u can get A in STPM also. I have heard so many cases that they just get above 90 in school but a B in STPM.
so, if u think u can make it without a good teacher, so i shall wait and see. If you are so good, prove that i'm wrong. I considering to change class. But, i scared my request is denied and all the form 6 teachers know this news. It will be damn embarrassing.
But, i cant gamble. STPM takes 1.5 years to study and half year for result. I cant just flunk it like this. I have a target now. Get in the university i want. so, i want 4A. to shut the peoples mouth as well.. i must do it.. i can do it.
Btw, my classmates irritate me and make me have the will to surpass them as far as possible. They did a great job ya.. I have the study mood now. I want study now!!!! give me the power!!!
haha!!! i still think 'made in ssi' are always better and nicer. I not looking down them but just.. i cant communicate with neighbourhood student..
Hooray SSI..
i love ssi, although there is lot imperfect.
5 days more=)