sensitivity high

I just cant abandon my blog although i always dont like what i wrote after i post it few days. I am so sensitive till i hate to be like this. People said something which maybe not related to me, but i will still suspect they are saying me. Leading life like this is tiring. My improvement is, i make use of my forgetful brain, forget what i thinking as soon as possible. It is the best way for now. It is easier for me to be friend with straight forward people who just show their emotion on face. I am happier for not guessing. Anyway, this is a stupid post talking bad of myself. lol.