还没适应新的密码，
总是把手指放在，甚至按下那敏感的字母。
其实我一直都知道我会输，
只是好强的个性不想承认。
28 Sept 后的日子依然这样过着。
因为心情还是那样。
毕业礼，我还没资格参加。
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Today, or yesterday? anyway is 12 Nov is my last day studying in SSI. I dont know whether other former ssi form 6 students have the same feeling. But, it is truly a long journey. It took 6 and half years, or to me, is actually true 7 years. Almost spending everyday in school.
Had more memories than others, therefore more feelings. I think i will feel the most significant impact than others. Not that incidents that happened in school, but how much i learn from this place. I am not eager to leave although i said so before. I love the protection i received. Especially i have to face changes in friends who are all in the more sophisticated? environment. Whenever the cruel reality kill me, i have friends who can understand my fear. They also learning, preparing ourselves to walk in the 'world'.
I cant express myself well thro english but i dont want to type it in chinese. The feeling for these in chinese is just not right. so, i just skip something that i havent express.
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Monday is last day for school. Arrange desks and chairs for exam. It is definitely the last time. I hope i dont cry on that day. Not because of friends, i know i will be still seeing who in future, is school. SMK Sultan Ismail. As a schooling student. I will be different after leaving there. All the best to me. I truly hope my friends pass their STPM. haix..
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