3 Kg...



It is the consequence of working. Eat while i watch show. and air-con whole days. No time for exercise or even simple stretching. Okay, i cant imagine after new year, how many kg is coming.


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My self-confidence disappear recently.

My emo find me and pester me.

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I was crying when i bathing yesterday.
Cant control, everything appear in mind negatively.
The only thing that is positive is family.
Other things all bad...
Cant stop even walk out from bathroom.
Continue cry in room.
Then, red eyes, red nose and bro saw.
Of course he never ask.

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When i think of it, i thought i was living in a world full of lies.
Who knows i will be this miserable.. even i myself didnt..

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I am watching inspiring movie this few days. Not that i need inspiration.
I just cant forget why when how i start watching this kind of movies.
If i can get some inspiration...

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Read it or not. I dont know why i writing in blog...
Cant find reason for me to do so.
Although feel like closing it, i will not do so.
Changing SNSD pictures constantly change my mood also.
I think those who really cant understand how important SNSD to me, =)
You must be never help me during my worst period.
or the least, u never try to care about me.
U read my blog with no thoughts.
Nevermind, i dont really have friends.

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I have less friends than i know.
When i post bday wish to a friend, mm, at least i think she was once my friend.
'Happy bday old friend" "thanks, old classmates"
and i really wanna ask her shut up.
Ya, when i m not your friend, you are not mine too...