12 Mar 2011

Before i read elay's blog, i was so down. I am angry alone again last night..
Many people, i am saying me, like to blame the bad luck when bad things happened.

I dont know whether i am too kind or too stupid...
i was thinking.. maybe things are not that bad..
but only i cant persuade myself with the reasons i create.
So in the end, end up i pillow fight with my bed to release anger.
I think this will continue for about 1 week before i can just lie down and sleep.

If u know me, u know how pessimistic i am. I am surprised that i am not sad for everything. Only hatred and anger. Although i do not sound normal also...

One day, i will not even remember i angry for this before.

argh.. applying this and that makes me headache..

Do you know this series of movie? This is damn pessimistic. I get more emo when the movie is showing on my tv.


So, i quickly run to my laptop. SNSD and IU better choice for cheering up=D