The first sentence i heard when i woke u today ARE morning and 謝韻儀，陳泓宇離婚了 simultaneously.
Mum said before they get married, fortune teller said they will divorce. Whether u believe or not, this still happened. so... marriage is game, life is game.. everything in this world is out of control.
I cant deny how much my thought change because of changes happened around.
I do think that live longer than people around u not something nice although who know hows the world after die.. but u know how this reality world going.. nothing seem real isnt it..
That day outing.. heard of 1 friend nt going to pursue studies and will be engaged in this November. They might think they are in happiness.. i think they are seriously crazy.. Just imagine after few years they are fighting because of babies or money but her friends are still clubbing..
I believe everlasting love.. But i dont think it happened to everyone.. the possibility is much lower than the risk of getting cancer. No divorce no third party doesnt mean happiness also.. The most promising happiness is doing things that u enjoyed at.. So even your life makes u having breathing difficulty, u still feel happy when watching handsome guy on drama(free imagination), eating nice food without worrying no one love u, traveling around to breathe fresh air.
and when i told this to mum, she said what to do.. marry to 傳宗接代, very traditional mind.
when i told kw, she said i too pessimistic which most people will say.. u can believe u will be the happiness one because belief makes u happy. But when tragedy came, normally those who had stronger belief hurts the most...
And now, my strongest belief is things that will never change is change.