die... i cant imagine..
i told myself before stpm that even i did badly.. never regret... never think that if i studied more.. because i was emotionally affected which causes me failed to concentrate on studies like i did in lower 6. But now.. i wanna regret.. i feel like telling myself not my fault to all these.. i did worked hard.. i went study every evening.. what makes the difference is i didnt non stop study till night like lower 6.. and this made my result like shit.. and now.. finally the consequences are here. Both NTU NUS reject me.. i cant say i can rely on appeal.. currently NUS havent allow appeal yet.. I still dont know how to tell my mum.. I hate to stay in Msia.. I just dont even care when UPU going to release the result.. I think i will just keep quiet till she asked me.. argh.. feel like killing someone..
btw.. ssi boys win again.. when girls turn@#$%^&*