12 Mar 2012

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If you notice, yes, I forgot my mum's birthday.
and the feeling is as bad as you get stupid result.
I don't know why I forgot..that day I was busy assignment maybe.. every morning I open my eyes and start thinking what I havent done..
Letter to borrow equip/find judge and sponsor/assignment/homework/post notification or blah blah blah.
I think my life have never been so packed before.. every step has to be careful before everyone speaks about your performance..
Out of everything I have to do, things involved with my coursemates are hardest.. because you are close with them..You cant just scold them like you want. we are practicing for dance contest organised by our own kolej.. we must participate..cant reject. So, my only request to them is .. make us presentable. yet, I dont know why can they born with shameless..The standard we having now, is still making us the confirmed last place.
They all lack with passion, and I just hope they realise that they are totally lousy. Many of my friends here, gave me the feeling that they dont know how big the world is. Yea, they came from every part in Msia. JB is the best place to learn I think, because we are near to Spore. KL, they forever thought they are the best in Msia.
And because of this.. I really think everyone in a team fights for a dream together is awesome.. #stjohn
Words that I want to say but keeping in heart is killing me... I feel like I going explode anytime.