It's more than 1 month... wow... from the time I had final, then went for a course which we plan and present our coming year's activities, then a camp, then continue back the course.. and now I am finally having my holiday^^

Life is not happy recently... I am having stress even I online...
MTM- Majlis Tertinggi Mahasiswa, every hostel has their own MTM board, may interpret as hostel representative.
I put myself in this hot oven just to train myself for being better, stronger...
Whole board 26 person has only 3 chinese while I am the only Chinese junior.
1 of the seniors used to be very nice to me... till I took over this post...

I dont know how stupid I am to believe her all the time... nowadays I heard nothing but sarcastic word from her... The worst is... my coursemates only 2 stand on my side... only the 2 know how much stress I received...

I took her hp and she said I want to read her message.. I feel tired and sleepy also she scold me for being not energetic... She looked like she take good care of me in others eyes... always ask me am i ok during the camp, give me choki choki when outside food is forbidden... but, she compared me with her favourite juniors all the time, and even herself. This part you are not as good as me, this part you not same with me, XXX junior wont think like you...blah blah blah...

I hate all the comparison, seriously hate...

When I am such a blur girl, which I hate myself for being blur so much, give her a lot of reason to catch my tail... The worst is I cant complain simply to anyone, because I think some of my coursemates believe her more than me...

Okay, I think I stop her story here...

Next the camp I went... Well, as usual, every module and activities is under akta kerahsiaan.
I want to talk about how serious I get mosquito bite... more than 30 or even 40 bites for whole body...the picture below might be disgusting.. Sorry..
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and this is just 2 parts.. my leg... my face.. neck... even butt also get bitten by mosquito==
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3 person I knew had their birthday yesterday~~ Happy Belated Birthday here... haha.. coz I wished all of them yesterday d...just mention again here=)

Again, my post is incomplete without Kpop.

haha... all watches all pretty!!
but I personally prefer not showing number 1.. and I dont like black watch...
So, Sunny, Yoona, Jessica, Taeyeon and Tiffany watch... argh,,, hard to decide..
If they give poster/ other SNSD related items for buying the watch, then I will buy... haha..

If not, I dont think I will buy=P