2012 Last post I think....=)

Since dear friend complains... I should write something...hee..

Actually same with Elay, I rarely spend time here.. But sometimes i need place to speak out... Facebook is not a right place because too many 'say hi only' friends and adjust your privacy settings everytime you post a status is really tired.

2012, A busy year.

I have thrown all my times into activities.

What I did:

-Pesta Ang Pau 

  Protocol Dept Secretary for PAP 2011/12

  Executive Assistant Secretary for PAP 2012/13

-Majlis Tertinggi Mahasiswa

  Exco Biro Perpaduan dan Keharmonian Sesi 2012/2013

-Pemantau Persatuan Canselorian Cina

When you list out, it's nothing... But when you need to do it... it's killing.

Dad has been feeling uncomfortable recently... he heard echo. This study week I am at home, 50% for dad, 50% for myself to rest. According to mum, dad thinks his children should all study in Spore so he can see us more often. Sound so emo. Yet, mum is happy we are far because she has less job to do. Mum always has her own activities with friends. Thats why dad always feel lonely. 

To stay at home for a bit longer, I have to skip 2 meetings and few jobs... And have to say sorry to many people... Explanation: family issue. Or not I cant skip..

Started to feel tired for being so busy. Decided to put down all jobs and focus on my K-pop dance next year^^ Mum is worrying that I have to return my PTPTN loan. 1st class is everything she hope from me now.

Read my form 6 纪念册 ..not really a 册 ... is just few papers that did not compile together..

I love everything they wrote...smile like a fool while missing all the great moments we had...

For a specific reason, I seldom read my form 5 纪念册... feel sorry to my friends..

And I realise... I throw everything except 1 small letter on a notebook paper. A harsh letter that remind me from time to time...the importance of appearance to a girl.

Oh..mention about appearance. Do you know I am so so fat and ugly in my coursemates' eyes? I am not joking... they are serious... I hope to meet my old friends and get some comments.. I know I should on diet... but it is so difficult especially to me who are infamous for eating a lot. And I seriously think I am not that ugly lo... They are clearing my self-confidence.

The problem is sometimes i think they have no right to comment about my appearance. Well, you should get my meaning.

And I hate them commenting about my interest towards hair band... they said it looks childish. Thats your problem. Who are you to comment. Whats so awesome being a weak lady...and comment about my calf muscle argh! Yaya... I know my mum did not gift me waist.. so ... is that bother you as well? I can accept comment when they way you said it is not despicable...

2013 New Year  is awesome!!!! if I dont have to go camp for 2 weeks...><

My last camp... I am sick of camp already..

Being a facilitator is more tired...

I Got A Boy!!!